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Mi mas oculto deseo fue siempre ser escritor y aprender varios idiomas. He llegado a defenderme bien en Ingles y chapurrear algo de Frances. El cine y la fotografia me fascinan. La música, de todo tipo, ha sido siempre mi relax. La amistad la valora mas que a nada en la vida.

domingo, 26 de enero de 2014

ONCE AGAIN THE SUN SHINES.







Time is passing on and everything reminds the same in the life of this two young people.

Both of them were studing, working in the mornings and going to the academy at evenings.

They don´t speak to much now, being separate in class it is difficult to talk, beside inside Emiliano´s mind there is something similar as being on guard against his inner feelings about the girl. 
He likes her a lot, but better not to think too much just the same as he does with his morning work. He types thinking another subjects and hes is at the class room looking at her thinking on his future projects.
Lessons are very easy for him so it not requires a big effort to get everything in his mind.

Emiliano had been a student till the age of 21 years old, he is desighner, and before getting his work at Bank he was studing to be an enginer, so this kind of Bank´s studies are really easy for him.

Not and extra effort is necessary to him so his mind is free to be thinking in his future far away from Spain with his eyes looking to that girl who is seating at the first row of the class room.

Withouth knowing what he does he looks at the girl with pleasure and he is alert to all her movements.

Day after day the class room is full of young people that wanted the same goal that our friends, Cuca, Emiliano, Jose Luis and Jesus.

Nothing remains calm for long and this situation is going to break quite
soon.

 Spring has came, Emilano´s blood is hotter in this beautiful season
in Madrid city.

Something good is going to happens that could change the life of these young persons. 
Cuca and Emiliano are not aware of what destinity has reserved them, may be "God ways are inscrutable" and it was not said the last word about the relationship of them.


A day of April the girl has came alone to the class room and she is waiting the teacher siting on her desk in the firs row as always, even Emiliano is sitting on his desk looking at her.

When she looks to him it was like a flash, Emiliano gets up and goes
ahead to where she is alone, and greets her friendly.

How are you Cuca?

Well, I am very well.

Are you alone?

Yes, Jose Luis can´t today and I have came alone.

Great, it is good not to lost a single lesson.

Yes, I think the same.

They start to talk about the lessons and how the weather was, it is always easy to talk about the weather when it is a long time without
having a conversation.
Nevertheless they soon started to have their friendly talk of ever but this time more frankly.

The teacher is delayed and they take their sit one in front the other
close enough to talk low, only for them, as a point they forget where
they were and everything disappear round them. 
For him there is only her and for the girl there is only him, so calm, so
easy to talk with that she started to tell him her story.
She tell Emiliano her fall on the snow, how bad it was as to break her 
hip, the long time she has been without moving, and all the subjects
about her life that Emiliano doesn´t know.

The air is magic for them, spring is outdoors and the time pass without
being perceived by these girl and boy.
Nearly an hour and half they were talking without any hurry, and the teacher doesn´t appear. 
They were nearly alone as lot of other young has leaving already. 
Finally another teacher appears and say to the few people who still were in the class that the professor couldn´t come so they could left
and go out if they want.
So Cuca and Emiliano, goes to take their things and left the class room
with great pain. It has last so brief than now they are in the street again and Emiliano said good by to Cuca as they are taken different ways. 

Something has been removed inside them, in their souls, but it has
been like a flash and it is finished again.

What incredible nice girl thinks Emiliano when he is going home by the underground, she is so beautiful and our conversation is quiete, soft, 
amusing, we laugh as we know each other for a long time. 
It seem we are very good friends after all and we feel very confortable together, it seems for me she is the in the same form like me, thinks the boy but could he be sure about this?. Why is dating this incredible girl with that boy?. It has been great tha he hasn´t came today, thinks 
Emiliano, reviving their conversation once and again.

What is thinking Cuca when she is going home?
Well, the girl thinks about the different talk she has with that boy Emiliano than with Jose Luis, her fiance, it is different. 
With the boy who has been in the class room till now she could talk about everything, even she has told him her life along the last two years and he seems really interested.
Little by little the old idea she has that her situation is not good with Jose Luis take shape in her mind, she can´t talk with her boyfriend the same way she talks with Emiliano, is it natural?, no it is not a good life for future, just to be the wife of a man that she can´t talk with. 
She has not confidence to speak with him the way she has done with Emiliano and this is absolutely fundamental to Cuca.

To have confidence with your couple is essential to her, talk with him, relax on him, stand by him too, and nothing of these are happening now. Even a boy that she doesn´t know well awake inside her a nice unknown feeling of pleasure and friendship.

This is unusual she was thinking, what I know about Emiliano?. Where is he going now?, may be,  is he going to see his girlfriend?, Who knows?. He is always in a hurry, as he has to go another place after here, beside it is a nice looking boy and sure he is dating already. But, what I am thinking, I don´t care about his life, what I care is that I can talk with him too much better than with Jose Luis, even I have been telling him lot of things that usually I didn´t like to say any body, but with Emiliano it seems so easy to say him what happened to me in Navacerrada mountains, my year being at home without moving and so may things, it is absolutely surprising to me this incredible behaviour with a boy so serious like Emiliano. 
But he is soft for me, I think we could talk for hours without being tired of this long talk, eve he is so attentive to my story. 

Every moment I am thinking that was a mistake to say Jose Luis I was going to be his girl friend, he is nice and a good boy, his behaviour with me was really good when I need friendship but I can´t be married only because I am so grateful with him, I think it is necesary to feel he is my boy for ever, the one with I like to be everymoment, who listen to me the way this other boy, Emiliano, has been. 
I think it is not Jose Luis, he is good, it is me that I am not so confident to talk with him, I really can´t it is a feeling that he doesn´t understand me at all.

Maria Jose´s mind was full of ideas about her boy friend, herself, their relation, and even about the boy she has been talking so well, creating round them an atmosphere so nice, pleasant, soft, so much confidence and the feeling of been understood for Emiliano was present for her, now and then, in fact always they have been talking.

Coming home she stopped her thoughts, but they are going to remind 
for long, it has been like this night being along with that boy a veil had fallen from her eyes and mind for ever, and the ideas she was thinking months before now there were more clear. 

At last she said for herself, this relation has little future, it is better to cut it as soon as possible without hurting Jose Luis that has been so good friend to me.




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