SUMMER IN MADRID cuca/emiliano´s story

Well dear friends, something more about this young couple in Madrid 1968, the year when everything was changing out the world.


SUMMER 1968 IN MADRID

It is summer of 1968, Cuca has taken her holidays already, made her exam at the Bank and now she wants to study the second test to get the goal of being official at the Banco Hispano Americano.
She has approved the first test that seems the most difficult and now she needs to memorize a lot of themes relative to the Bank´s commercial administration.
It will be necessary for her to study two or three hours by day all the commercial subjects necessary to be in one of the Bank different sites, like cash, foreign exchange, commercial credits of import and export, commerce, and so forth till October, that will be the second test.
Jose Luis her boyfriend has failed his exam and for him is very frustrating to see his girlfriend studying so many hours, he wants to go out and day after day is telling Cuca he wants to walk, to go to the theatre, to the swimming pool or to the park. It is so boring for him to be indoors looking at her studying. Cuca is thinking that this boy doesn´t understand she has to study, to study very hard as she wants to pass her exam.  
It is tiresome for her to be fighting with a frustrated boy that have not past his exam and finally she decided to be in doors that summer studying hard every day.

Emiliano is doing the same, every evening of this summer he is studying the same exam than her, even he is thinking about Cuca, has her past  the exam or not?. He knows nothing about the girl as he is still not working in the Bank and he doesn´t know anybody who could tell him about Maria Jose.
At the morning Emiliano goes to the office where he is doing his service in the army looking to the end of his time in the Spanish Army Forces that will be next December if all goes the right way to him.
Summer in Madrid use to be very hot, nobody goes to the streets if it is not necessary till seven  p.m., or even later, as the sun burns. It is better to have a nap indoors after lunch and await till late to go for a walk.

Soon will be July, the hottest month, it takes a big effort to study so many items that soon, next exam in October will be over, will be forgotten by the majority of these candidates.
Some of the army officials that are working in the Secret Service, are taken their holidays, so Emiliano has in mind to ask for fifteen days of liberty to be with his sister in the mountains near Madrid. He has the idea that the colonel could give him these days if there is a good reason for that. To look after his sister in her holidays could be a good reason for this official and surprised it happens and the colonel signed the permiss to him, and he has fifteen days of holidays to rest in the mountains close to Madrid but also to study full day the Bank´s themes.

Nice holidays indeed, he has lot of ideas inside his mind without being aware that none of them will be accomplish in future.
Softly the summer is going on and October will be soon ahead announcing some changes in the life of Cuca and Emiliano.
Autumn is the best season in Madrid, hot is finished and people likes to walk through Retiro´s Park where there is a symphony of colors everywhere.
It is a nice place to take a seat in the middle of the park and start to read one again the themes it is necessary to remember for at least another week, just enough to take the exam and be free to forget which ever subject you don´t need to remember.
It is not going to happens that Cuca and Emiliano meet each other in the exam, too many candidates have passed first exam and it will be a good chance for them to meet each other doing their exams.

The results will be in November and finishing the proof Cuca and Emiliano were happy if they have done a good test.

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DECEMBER IS COMING
    
November is going on in the city and news are good for the girl, she has approved, so now Cuca is happy thinking in her next future.
A future being alone, as she is breaking inside her mind with her boyfriend and she wants to make it soon and without hurt for him or for her break.

Reality has been over their acts and Cuca knows already that this boy is not for her, she likes to have a good friend at her side, a friend to talk, a friend to love, a friend to live together for long and this boy is not appropriate for her feelings. There is not any confidence or solidarity inside him with the fact she needs time to study and can´t go outside as he lately has requested her. No, Jose Luis is not her boy or her love any more, so the best action to do is to cut soon, in fact she is doing that little by little without hurting his feelings.

Being approved her exams means more money, also more consideration at work office among her partners and this is even more important for her. She likes her work at the Bank and she wants to give the best of her doing her task at the office.
Good for the boy Emiliano too, he has approved and Emiliano was happy. It means just what he wanted, more money to save for his final trip to get his site in the world, working in Canada?, it is possible, but he doesn´t care where if he goes out this vulgar world he lives in Spain.

What it had happened with the girl, has she aproved ?, he was thinking, and the image of her was inside his mind frequently. Is it was in July the last chance he has to see her?, yes, it was, he was going to the Bank to get his month´s salary and Cuca was in Sol Square with that boy of hers, they were chatting each other ten meters from Emiliano that cross Alcala street fast,  going short of time and seeing that the girl was with her boy friend he preferred not to go and meet them as by chance.
It was not easy to him just to see Cuca that way with her boy close to her, never Emiliano has talked with that boy Jose Luis, it was not his type to talk with, less to be friendly.
There was something he dislike about him, but of course this was natural knowing what his feelings to the girl were. Easy to understand after all.

So, that has beeing last time Emiliano saw Maria Jose and was not possible to him just to know if she has passed the first exam or not and if so, what have happened with the second?, not any news about that.
 
Being already in the first days of December winter was ahead, soon Christmas will be in the air and everything will be going to change about the lights, the shops, and of course the feelings of people who lives in this big city of Madrid.
For Emiliano it was the time to get his freedom from the military army service that was so troublesome for him. At that moments the boy is going to an English Academy where he attends two hours by day of conversation and English grammar. His intention of going to the British Columbia in Canada remains inoculated in his mind and it seems nothing will be enough to change his will. That´s what he is thinking now when he is going to learn more English and have to pay a lot of money for two hours of class.

They are good classes with very few people inside them, so the boy could talk a lot and even sometimes he is alone with the teacher, and Australian girl with a very good English accent.
Curious, he thinks, my first will was going to Australia so in accordance with these thought he have lots of question to ask for to the girl and their conversation is always vividly and nice. His improvement is going fast with so many chats. English grammar class is good enough to prepare the Lower Certificate of English a subject that is also in Emiliano´s mind.

Emiliano is not aware that relationship between Cuca and her boyfriend is going to its end. The girl has realized that there is not any future for her with this boy, she can´t married him only by gratitude that will be sure a hell for him and for her.
Having that fact in mind for a long time, may be Emiliano has something to do about her feelings, she has talked with Jose Luis asking him for a period to think, she needs to think if their relation is good and she needs time, the same as him, she told.
Just we need to take some time to think about our future, if it is a good idea to continue or it is better to cut our relationship amicably before it advance more. Jose Luis thinks it is the final and she is saying him that on the right way, so says her that´s o.k. by my part.

So now Cuca has done her first step to finish her relationship with her boyfriend, that is her idea absolutely but she prefer to cut with him in the right way, not hurting his feelings after all.

She has passed  the Bank´s exams and now she is aware that is going to be a meeting in the Jorge Juan academy, among the guys that have succeeded in their exams. It will be on 20th of December and it will be a good occasion to see which one has approved after all.
May be that boy Emiliano has approved? It is sure she said for her, he seem smart to pass, sure he did a good exam.
Will be he in the meeting? she asked herself, may be and we´ll have a good talk together if there is time enough she is thinking.

to be continued....soon....

내 노래가 백보다 더욱하지만

EVER 두 번째 FOR MY SONGS ..

내 노래가 백보다 더욱하지만, 내가 듣기 피곤하지 못했지만 특별한 사람이 항상있다, 열한 다시.

그들 중 일부는 다음이 있습니다.

을 즐기세요, 당신은 유튜브에 노래가있다.

사이먼과 가펑클 - 복서 가사

난 그냥 가난한 소년입니다
비록 내 이야기의 거의 얘기하지
내 저항을 낭비했다
그러한 약속입니다 멈블의 전체 주머니를 들어
모든 거짓말과 jests
아직도 사람이 내가 듣고 싶은 것을 듣는다
그리고 나머지 부분을 무시하고

내 집과 내 가족을 떠날 때
나는 소년보다 더 없었다
낯선 사람의 회사에서
무서워 기차역 실행의 조용한에서
가난한 분기 추구, 낮은 누워
비정형 백성을
그들 만이 알 것이다 장소를 찾고

... 라 거짓말을 거짓말

만 요구 노동자의 임금
나는 일을 찾고 와서
하지만 서비스 정보를 얻을
그냥 와서 온 일곱 번째 번가의 창녀에서
내가 이렇게 외로운 때 타임즈가, 선포
내가 거기에 약간의 위안을했다

라 거짓말을 거짓말 ...

그럼 '내 겨울 옷을 누워 있어요
그리고 내가 사라졌다하고자하는
집가는
뉴욕시의 겨울은 나 출혈 있지 않습니까 경우
나 출혈, 집에가는

비운 것은 권투 선수 서
자신의 무역에 의해 전투기를
그리고 미리 알림 수행
EV의를 ' 즉, 장갑, 공예가 그 아래 누워
아니면 내가 부르짖까지 그를 잘라
자신의 분노와 자신의 수치에서
"나는 떠나고, 나는 떠납니다"
그러나 전투기는 여전히 남아 

Simon And Garfunkel – The Boxer Lyrics

I am just a poor boy
Though my story's seldom told
I have squandered my resistance
For a pocket full of mumbles such are promises
All lies and jests
Still a man hears what he wants to hear
And disregards the rest

When I left my home and my family
I was no more than a boy
In the company of strangers
In the quiet of the railway station running scared
Laying low, seeking out the poorer quarters
Where the ragged people go
Looking for the places only they would know

Lie la lie ...

Asking only workman's wages
I come looking for a job
But I get no offers,
Just a come-on from the whores on Seventh Avenue
I do declare, there were times when I was so lonesome
I took some comfort there

Lie la lie ...

Then I'm laying out my winter clothes
And wishing I was gone
Going home
Where the New York City winters aren't bleeding me
Bleeding me, going home

In the clearing stands a boxer
And a fighter by his trade
And he carries the reminders
Of ev'ry glove that layed him down
Or cut him till he cried out
In his anger and his shame
"I am leaving, I am leaving"
But the fighter still remains

Lie la lie .

거짓말을 거짓말 ...

 

 아침은 "고장이

첫 번째 아침처럼 아침, 파손 된
블랙 버드는 첫 번째 조류처럼 말씀
아침의 노래, 찬양 찬양
세계에서 생겨나 신선한 찬양

하늘에서 햇볕에 쬐인, 달콤한 비의 새로운 가을
처음에, 처음 이슬 맺힘이 마음에 드 셨나요 잔디
젖은 정원의 단맛에 대한 칭찬
그의 발을 통과 완성도 꼬셔

내 내 아침입니다, 햇빛입니다
에덴 한 빛으로 태어난 재생 보았다
매일 아침 상쾌, 칭찬과 찬양을
새로운 하루의 하나님의 레크리에이션 

 Morning Has Broken"

Morning has broken, like the first morning
Blackbird has spoken, like the first bird
Praise for the singing, praise for the morning
Praise for the springing fresh from the world

Sweet the rain's new fall, sunlit from heaven
Like the first dewfall, on the first grass
Praise for the sweetness of the wet garden
Sprung in completeness where his feet pass

Mine is the sunlight, mine is the morning
Born of the one light, eden saw play
Praise with elation, praise every morning
God's recreation of the new day 

 


레일라는

당신이 외로워 할 때 당신은 무엇을 할 거 야
그리고 아무도 당신의 옆에 기다리고있어?
당신은 실행하고 너무 오래 숨어 있었어요.
당신이 당신의 어리석은 자부심 알아.
[코러스]
레일라, 당신은 내 무릎에 저를 가지고있다.
레일라, 내가 부탁 해요, 사랑하시기 바랍니다.
레일라, 사랑은 내 걱정 마음을 쉽게되지 않습니다.
난 당신이 위안을 제공하기 위해 노력
이전 사람이 당신을 실망했을 때.
, 바보 같이, 나는 당신과 사랑에 빠진
살이 내 온 세상이 거꾸로.
레일라, 당신은 내 무릎에 나를 있어요.
레일라, 나는 사랑하시기 바랍니다., 부탁 해요
레일라, 달링 당신이 내 걱정 마음을 쉽게되지 않습니다.
의 상황의 최고를 만들어 보자
마침내 불러줘 .
내가 방법을 찾을 수 없을거야 말을하지 마세요
헛된 그리고 내 사랑의 모든 말해.
레일라, 당신은 나의 무릎에 저를 가지고있다.
레일라, 나는, 사랑하십시오 드려요.
레일라, 사랑은 그렇지 않습니다 내 걱정 마음을 쉽게.
레일라, 당신은 내 무릎에 저를 가지고있다.
레일라, 나는 구걸 해요, 사랑하시기 바랍니다.
레일라, 사랑은 내 걱정 마음을 쉽게되지 않습니다. 

 Layla

What'll you do when you get lonely
And nobody's waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long.
You know it's just your foolish pride.
[Chorus]
Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.
I tried to give you consolation
When your old man had let you down.
Like a fool, I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.
Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.
Let's make the best of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say I'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.
Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.
Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

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즉 ' 모든 오늘이야, 곧 또 다른 내 최고의 노래 모음도.



에밀리아

Satraps IN HISTORY

Those could be identified as current sapatras are not directly elected by the king, no, it is possible that the post will win by very restricted, difficult, corporate competitions, which very few have access, and once approved and obtained the post life enables them to make any decisions deemed appropriate by the position they hold.

Nobody can doubt his decisions, and even bend the power that the politicians in power are awarded citizens by supposedly democratic free elections.



's satraps were elected directly by King, usually between members of the nobility. 
was exercised judicial and administrative power, collected taxes, were in charge of public order and to recruit and retain military. The Emperor himself was responsible for the supervision and control to prevent exceed their duties.

Administration through satrapies and the title of satrap itself were preserved, even for officials Greek Macedonians, Alexander the Great, who conquered the Persian Empire and even expanded, and their successors, the Diadochi (and their dynasties) who divided it, especially in the Selucida Empire, where the satrap was generally designated as strategos;., but their provinces were much smaller than those that kept the Persians


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To satiety hear repeated phrase that all or almost all the extras on duty, women and men repeat when asked. 
Both consumers and say "respect judicial decisions," so it goes until the next time you are repeating the same.

And why?. 
's equate to a Similar category to which the Pope was granted once?. Decide and resolve ex cathedra the truth always on their side?.

No doubt his honesty, of course, as would not doubt the honesty of anyone and even proving otherwise. 
I no longer trust anything or anyone. And if I stick to this rule, which is mine, I do not trust that their judgment is infallible or always consistent with what we understand to be right, not the law.
laws sometimes they are incorrect or ethical, or even honest, this proven and known that the laws have adapted to the course of history, wars, tyrants in power and political expediency, and now that they do not have to be.
Or is that someone is so naive to think that the law is immutable, always be honest, fair and equitable, that have never covered the tyrants, the absolutist kings, gentlemen, finally to power?.
law is correct that executes him with capital punishment on a prisoner after twenty years of being in death row?.
's more correct law that sets free consummate murderers after even fewer years of being in prison?.

they are current examples, different countries, different criteria to legislate or judge, but these present times.
's right here it is right there?, is ethical to condemn to death and execute an inmate in Europe?, and in USA.
satraps Come gentlemen on duty was not have truth and justice on hand, never have had it done, and therefore I have, have, have to respect judicial decisions?, you do not have to abide by when resources fail only and exclusively ABIDE not respect of what we mean respect for an ethical, honest and correct action. No, that you do not have respect for me, keep my approach consistent with my conscience free man who respect the true justice that dictate ethics, honesty, sense of duty, compassion, charity, solidarity, respect for life, and all the virtues that make the human being a unique specimen, but also what denigrates when none of these ethical standards are met by.

therefore I do not trust that the laws are fair, depends on where and when to apply. 
depends on the human judgment subject to many errors if not the future of the social, political and economic history of the country.

Here in Europe, and in Spain, the feeling that new "satraps" decide almost everything, any bill that I made, in Parliament or by the Government, is trapped in the hands of justice, or of the judges is the same, all at the whim of the opponent turn.  
A draft leya that does not respect life, or if the respects, is challenged and the satraps are the ones who decide. You should go to file and decides whether the satrap going by car, foot, helicopter or as I please get, no, you decide to go you have to walk to be chillen me or throw tomatoes. If it were me dentenido lead police on cell car, but if this "free" will testify as I please, sir, and I think I attended law to do so.

And everything starts to be the same, these modern satraps are that "ultimately" decide on life or freedom "to anyone who has the misfortune to get in his hands.

Constitucinal What I Wear, I take it to the Supreme, took him to the Court of Human Rights, we carry .... .. wherever, provided legislative INITIATIVES stop or projects to solve the problems facing our society.
That it is the mantra of any politician who does not like what his opponent in the government, all the same, recourse to the supreme power of the satraps of turn.

exists overspending in any public or private institution, is about giving rules (right or wrong) to understand who has the power to take them Democr ..... and stop, takes the Supreme, the Police Court, the Prosecutor, the Judge on duty, but those standards are sine die, stalled indefinitely.

these measures by the judge, supreme, constitutional, or whoever were rejected ..... . everything falls apart, and we are back worse than before it is solved or not solved anything. 
sinks, close, stop action, some happy (for a short time sometimes) and others feeling frustrated unable to do anything.

Whatever your take whatever the Supreme or Constitutional, and you'll see. derrogo If that is not good for your laws and put mine instead.

You'll find out when I send. ...... and so once, and another, and another.
And the courts, the judges, the courts enter the cloth whenever they are dating or were carrying a cause for their opinion.

're new satraps of this sociendad in which I no longer understand anything.

And I am asked to respect the "judgments" do like them, apparently sent by shifts?.

going to be no, because I do not have use that phrase because some of their resolutions do not like, and that way I do not have to respect them because in my opinion do not affect me personally or in the sense that I understand as fair.

This is a review, which currently I temos a right to express it, but not for how long.





's gatufo

SONGS THAT ARE PART OF ME

Nobody knows what happens with music. The sounds has been always together to the humans, may be by wooden drums, skin drums, wind spelled by our lips or through some little wooden tube, or even touching the cords made with the skin of some animal.


Two of the songs I like more and I will love for ever are from
1977, one of them is "Hotel California" of Eagles and the other
is "Dust in the Wind" of Kansas. Both of the songs are famous and
listening to them I could remember my youth, the time when my little
daughter Laura was born. Another time, another life, moments have
passed but reminds inside my mind and soul.

Music are sticked to the soul of people and have some kind of magic
that can not been explained for anybody, that is what I think about
the feelings all kind of good music awake in our mind, souls, and life.

 http://www.eslpod.com/eslpod_blog/

These are two of my songs.


"Hotel California"


On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
"This could be Heaven or this could be Hell"
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year (Any time of year)
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain,
"Please bring me my wine"
He said, "We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine"
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place)
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise (what a nice surprise)
Bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said "We are all just prisoners here, of our own device"
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
"Relax, " said the night man,
"We are programmed to receive.
You can check-out any time you like,
But you can never leave! "

Writer(s): Glenn Lewis Frey, Don Felder, Don Henley


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Dust in the Wind


I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do
Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

(Aa aa aa)
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Oh, ho, ho

Now don't hang on
Nothin' lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
(All we are is dust in the wind)

Dust in the wind
(Everything is dust in the wind)
Everything is dust in the wind
(In the wind)

(Ooo)
(Ooo)
(Ooo)

Songwriters
Livgren, Kerry A



These songs are like a piece of my life, they have been always at hand to listen them as much as possible.

It is easy to have them in YouTube sp it is not necessary to have here the
links.




el gatufo

꿈을 꾸고 깨어 크리스마스 CUCA emiliano´s story

그는 집에가는 동안 에밀리가 오후에 무슨 일이 있었는지, 꿈, 나는 확실히, 진짜입니다, 자신을 물어? 나는 꿈을 꾸고 있지 않다? 나는 그녀의 내일을 볼 것입니까? 어떻게? 아무도 아카데미 되었나요? 왜? 나는이 순간이 집에 자신의 어머니와 자매와 상담까지 그의 마음에 질문을 수십이었다.

아무것도 내가 가지고있는 유일한 사실은 그들은 서로를 볼하려고하는 생각으로의 기쁨을 것이 좋은 여자 마리아 호세을 볼 것입니다, 지금 어떤 아이디어의 중요성이 없습니다.

신경은 에밀리가 무엇을 생각하고 신경, Cuca 함께 가야하고, 어떤 내일이 발생하는 것입니다.

그렇지 않으면 그는 그녀와 함께 있었다 "그녀가 부적절한 소년의 무료입니다"는 조언없이, 갑자기, 그녀에게 그 방법을 충족하기 위해 그렇게 믿을 수, 행복, 심지어 가장 좋은 것입니다. 

이것은 오늘날의 놀라운 꿈, 무료 땅은 도보로 이야기하는, 이제까지 그들이 좋아 배치하는 이동하고, 매 순간 그녀를보고 사랑을 자신의 감정 무료 수 있도록 함께합니다. 

이제 그는 내가 교실에서 그녀를 처음 본 순간부터 그냥 사랑하고 그녀가 "당신은 새로운 당신은되지 않습니다?, 내가 가지고", 그에게 말했다 내가 네 내 두 번째이다 "고 말했다 에밀리아 Cuca에 분명하다 여기에 하루. " 

그는 집에가는대로 나에게 무슨 일이 있었는지입니다 첫눈에 사랑, 에밀리아 생각입니다. 그 후, 혼자 자신의 침대 생각에 난 아카데미에서 혼자 그녀를 찾아, 오늘의 소녀와 모든 상황에서 다음과 같습니다. 다 른 사람이었다 축제와 무슨 일이 있었는지?, 그녀와 나 단독 건물이 아니라 사람 그 안에?, 그것은 Cuca의 실수 나 잔치가 있었다? 생각하고 거기에, 그것은 확실히 것입니다 축제는 또 다른 날이 될 것입니다,하지만 난 그녀, 내가 찾고 있던 것을 발견 한, 더 이상 걱정하지 않는다. 

내가 그녀를 본 적이 마리아 호세는 그 그를 이해할 수있는 명확한 그녀에게 밖으로 자신의 감정, 있었 허용하지 않고 자신의 마음과 생각에 항상 된 것은 이번이 처음 이후 거의 일년이다. 지금은 모든것을, 다른 기적 - 한 수행하고 그를 기다리고, 그의 손에 보물, 그래서 자신의 감정이 마침내 밖에 그리고이 소년의 꿈과 같다.

 

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그 놀라운 좋은 아름다운 소녀 - 한 옛 친구는 서로를 볼 수없는 것을 오랜 시간이처럼 가까이 다가 앉아, 그와 함께 모든 저녁을 말하기. 에어 그들은 거의 두 시간 동안 얘기를했을 때이 작은 하우스 티 안쪽을 둘러싸고있는 분위기에서 마법이었다. 그 녀는 그들은 함께있을 때 세상을 어떻게 보이는지 놀라운, 난 마리아 호세 옆 기분을 편안하게, 얼마나 믿을 수없는 좋은, 그것은 기적을 사랑하는 것이 분명하다 그리고 요 그는 내가 너무 좋아하는 여자와 함께있을 때이 의심 소년, 재미 재미, 건강한 감사합니다. 난 그냥 시간이 초마다 순간을 즐기는 그녀의 얼굴을보고 여자라고 모든 단어를 듣고 간다하자, 아무것도 생각하지 않습니다. 그것은 사랑인가? 예, 그것은 그를 위해 다른대로 비압축성 생각해야합니다. 나는 긴 시간 이후 사랑에 빠졌어요하지만 지금은 자신의 감정에 복종없이 모든 종류의 더 많은입니다.

인생은 다시 은행 1 월의 둘째 날을 반환하는 생각이 옆에 멀리 자신의 생각에서입니다 이제이 소년 너무 아름다운 것 같다. 오늘은 12 월 스물, 그래서 그 사람이 일하는 육군 서비스에서 무료로 다시 전에 마리아 호세 함께 몇 가지 일이있다. 그 것은, 나는 그들이 자신의 생명와 마찬가지로 지금까지 일을 할 수있는, 이상, 그리고 지금 내가 무엇을해야하는 마리아 호세와되고 그녀와 무엇을 해치지 않는, 그녀가 부담해야하고 그 소년과 함께 그녀를 파괴 한 후 자신을 편안 원 에밀리아는 Cuca 당신의 호의에 그녀의 마음을 바꿀 제공하기 위해 충분한 시간을 그녀를 누르지 마십시오. 그녀는 조금씩 당신을 사랑하자이 분별있는 여자와 너무 빨리 가지 마세요.

에밀리는 크리스마스 다음 일에 좋은 놀라운 hopes 에 잠이 자신의 삶의 변화에​​ 대한 생각.

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DREAMING AWAKE cuca/emiliano´s story

Emiliano is dreaming while he is going home, what has happened this afternoon, he ask himself, is it real, sure? I am not dreaming? I am going to see her tomorrow? How? Nobody was in the academy? Why? Dozens of questions were in his mind till the moment he is at home and talk with his mother and sisters.

Nothing has any importance now, only the fact he is going to see this nice girl Maria José that seems pleases with the thought they are going to see each other.

Nerves, Emiliano is nerves thinking what to do, were to go with Cuca, and what is going to happens tomorrow.

Otherwise he is happy, it is so incredible to meet her that way, suddenly, without advise, and what is even the best “she is free of that inappropriate boy” that was with her. 

This is the incredible dream of today, free land to be together, to walk, to talk, to go which ever place they like, and to let his feelings free to see and love her every moment. 

Now it is clear to Emiliano he loves Cuca just from the first moment he saw her in the class room and she said to him, “he, are you new, aren´t you?” and he said, “yes it is my second day here”. 

Love at first sight that is what happened to me, is thinking Emiliano as he is going home. Afterward, alone in his bed he follows thinking in the girl and all the circumstances of today, finding her alone, in the academy. What has happened with the feast, where were the other people?, she and me alone in the building and not anybody inside it?, it was a mistake of Cuca and me to be there thinking there was a feast?, it is sure that feast will be another day, but I don´t care anymore, I have find what I was looking for, just her. 

It is nearly a year since the first time he has seen her and Maria Jose has been always in his heart and mind without allowing that his feelings to her were out, clear, understandable for him. Now everything is different, the miracle has been done and the treasure it is at his hand, waiting for him, so his feelings are outside at last and it is like a dream for this boy.

 That incredible nice beautiful girl has been talking with him all the evening, sitting close to him like old friends that have a long time they have not seen each other. 

Air was magic in the atmosphere that surrounds them inside this little house tee when they were for nearly two hours talking. How incredible nice she is, how relaxed he feels beside Maria Jose, how marvelous looks the world when they are together, it is clear that loves make miracles and this sceptic boy is funny, amusing, cheerful when he is with the girl he likes so much. 

He doesn´t think on anything, just let the time goes on enjoying the moment, every second, looking her face and listening to every word the girl says. Is it love? Yes, it must be as any other idea it is incompressible for him. He has fallen in love since a long time but now it is even more without any kind of subjection to his feelings.

Life seems so beautiful to this boy now that the idea of returning back to the bank the second day of next January it is far away from his thoughts. Today is twenty of December, so there is some days to be with Maria Jose before he is again at work free from the army service for ever. It is over, he could do which ever thing they like with his life, and now what he wants is being with Maria Jose and don´t spoil anything with her, she needs to feel herself free and relaxed after her breaking with that boy, don´t press her Emiliano, just give Cuca time enough to change her mind to your favor. Let her to love you little by little and don´t go too fast with this sensible girl.

Thinking about the changes of his life Emiliano fall asleep with nice marvelous expectative to the following days of Christmas.

To be continued….