june 2014
Feeling that life escapes without understanding the motive or reason.
Find the solution to chronic illness through a new and promising clinical treatment, and instead noted that forces you to abandon completely, that nothing makes sense, no energy to walk, to be awake, to talk, or even read, and have to keep doing a seemingly normal life when the urge to sobrevir you are leaving.
Two years have passed today, June 15, in a dramatic and momentous decision that marked and will mark a future life, mine, when I decided to stop treatment for HCV was killing me in the hope of ending a virus destroys the liver of the person who contracts it.
Not knowing when, or how, nor where they discovered about the year 1993 that me had chronic disease recently discovered in '91, Hepatitis C, Chronic, which showed no signs or symptoms undermines the patient's health without he himself becomes aware of Unless you make a specific blood test.
Emiliano had treatment, if but little cure. After a year of interferon annihilation virus was almost nonexistent, a very small percentage of successes against the frustration of a hard and expensive treatment.
In my case it had to suspend it in the same year 94 and expect to continue enjoying a life planted by the havoc that could produce said virus.
Year 2012, a new miracle treatment almost illuminates the hopes of hundreds of thousands or millions of people with HCV, including me I still do not have any kind of noticeable symptoms.
The virus exists, exists liver fibrosis, symptoms are not noticeable, but spurred on hopes of defeating the enemy avatar I embark on a new and devastating invasive treatment as I had occasion to check.
Three drugs were responsible for cure and overcome the virus, interferon, ribavirin, and new healing miracle called Telaprevir.
Naive and misinformed thought it would be short duration, three months, six months at most. Very expensive and absolutely new treatment in the case of the third drug.
The devastating effects from almost the first days. I've never felt like dying in that month and a half-long ordeal contidiano prick and taking other drugs.
I could not with my body or my soul, the blood values were a disaster, my weight too, disappeared humor and zest for life or fight well.
Emergency transfusion was necessary to continue the treatment and retrieve values in moderately tolerated blood. So urgent was it seemed my life was in danger, just one night to weigh the following treatment in the hope of overcoming the virus continuing to torture or to put an end to it.
Two years have passed today, June 15, in a dramatic and momentous decision that marked and will mark a future life, mine, when I decided to stop treatment for HCV was killing me in the hope of ending a virus destroys the liver of the person who contracts it.
Not knowing when, or how, nor where they discovered about the year 1993 that me had chronic disease recently discovered in '91, Hepatitis C, Chronic, which showed no signs or symptoms undermines the patient's health without he himself becomes aware of Unless you make a specific blood test.
Emiliano had treatment, if but little cure. After a year of interferon annihilation virus was almost nonexistent, a very small percentage of successes against the frustration of a hard and expensive treatment.
In my case it had to suspend it in the same year 94 and expect to continue enjoying a life planted by the havoc that could produce said virus.
Year 2012, a new miracle treatment almost illuminates the hopes of hundreds of thousands or millions of people with HCV, including me I still do not have any kind of noticeable symptoms.
The virus exists, exists liver fibrosis, symptoms are not noticeable, but spurred on hopes of defeating the enemy avatar I embark on a new and devastating invasive treatment as I had occasion to check.
Three drugs were responsible for cure and overcome the virus, interferon, ribavirin, and new healing miracle called Telaprevir.
Naive and misinformed thought it would be short duration, three months, six months at most. Very expensive and absolutely new treatment in the case of the third drug.
The devastating effects from almost the first days. I've never felt like dying in that month and a half-long ordeal contidiano prick and taking other drugs.
I could not with my body or my soul, the blood values were a disaster, my weight too, disappeared humor and zest for life or fight well.
Emergency transfusion was necessary to continue the treatment and retrieve values in moderately tolerated blood. So urgent was it seemed my life was in danger, just one night to weigh the following treatment in the hope of overcoming the virus continuing to torture or to put an end to it.
Personal decision and not controversial doctor who agreed with being aware of it did not seem to understand why.
My motives were confusing for me too, I was dying, and a whole year to continue to suffer such torture me unimaginable and irresistible.
It was on the morning of June 15, 2012 when I decided to end the torture of inhuman treatment, devastating to a person about to celebrate his seventy years.
To suffer so much at the risk of life, in the effort to defeat a virus before or after can end the existence of its host.
Nor is it certain that it is so, life is taken from us in many different ways, it is important to take advantage of this time, today, tomorrow is a mystery.
He ended the torture of a treatment that almost cost me my physical and emotional stability.
A depression was the payment I had to pay because then the side effects of drugs.
Interferon, Telaprevir or often lead to such ailments, just like photophobia, moodiness, weight loss, lack of strength, fever, fatigue, insomnia, psychic and emotional weakness to degrees unsuspected.
Not only that, the body deteriorates to levels that can be irresistible, the blood loses all values necessary to continue life, and by the high number of transfusions may be necessary to continue treatment and keep living.
Here today I am celebrating the decision two years ago, with more weight, better mood, recovered strength, and of course with HCV virus continues its destructive guess work that I do not perceive.
The end nobody knows, we all die one way or another, to try to wage a destructive battle so exhausting and when you get to the beginning of his life.
Best enjoy the moment, this moment where you feel good, wanting to write, live, eat, sleep, and death always seems so distant to us when in fact we always play with her cold hand.
Greetings and thanks to life which has given me so much ....
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Thanks to life which gives me all
my parents and sisters
my love, my daughters
my cat.
the gatufo
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