DREAMS... cuca/emiliano cont.

cont...

It seems this world is a joke, this boy emiliano was a difficult one, he has tastes that not other boys have.

He doesn´t like futbol or bull fights, he doesn´t like flamenco or other Spanish music, he does like classical music, rock, folk, and other kind of music not one knows round him, he likes to study English instead of French that was the language that was studied in Spain for those years,
no body he knew was studing English, but what he most likes it was just to read, always reading with a book under his arm, in the subway, in the bus, in the short times when there was a rest, and so forth, he doesn´t find his place in the world he was living so he wanted to go out from it. Just to be off as soon as possible that was his inner desire.

In fact he was waiting to finish his military service in the army, it was obliged for that time and without doing this service he couldn´t go to the foreigner as it was impossible to get the passport to be off from his country. First military service, being in the army nearly two years was an obligation to all the boys when they were twenty years old.
No one could elude this subject and Emiliano was really angry of having to be in the army like a soldier.

So yes, emiliano was some how odd, serious, studing English by those time, thinking in going far away from his land immediately he finished in the army and return to the bank work previously to obtain his absence once a period of five year working inside the company were fullfilled.

He was going to ask for and absence of two years at work as soon as he could and have his work assured if he return back after the two years. For that it was necessary to work in the company for five years as it is said above and it was his goal in a short period of time.

Just improve his knowledge of English, get more money in the company, and ask for his absence to go...., where to go?, easy for him as he was thinking the possibility since a long time.

Inside his mind wasn´t the idea of any return to Spain, not, but who knows about future, it was better just to have something to grasp here if things in Canada could be go badly.

Canada was his will, Columbia Britanica and if could be possible to Vancouver.

He have finished his studies of designer in the high school and wanted to work on this profession instead of a Bank which was really boring and difficult if you don´t know the language perfectly.

Looking at him we could say he was a young with a fix idea in his mind and he was working to realize it, nothing about girls, romance and so on. The way was clear for this boy and there was a long time he didn´t think in other things.

Just going out from this his world that he doesn´t like at all. So it was a long time he like a girl, it is a subject really difficult as there is not one thar really like to him. A problem as year were passing and real love was out from his life.

Suddenly, without noticing it, a new feeling was growing up inside his heart or his soul, a feeling it was going to change his life for ever and ever.

All his projects were going to be off and he will remain in Madrid for all his life.

That´s life after all, we have our dreams that frequently can be real because something happens, it could be for good or not, who knows but some how we are not owners of our destiny despite we think we are.

Great mistake, we don´t know anything about future.What about the girl?

Just a good question, as this two persons were absolutely different in their thought of their own world, the city were they were living, and their idea of future.

But this is another story to talk next episode.



el gatufo

WALKING UP THE STREET cuca/emiliano

cont.....

Leaving the class and steeping down the stairs to the street, emiliano´s
mind was out of reality.

He likes the girl and nothing more was important at the moment, so he lets the other three free to go where they wanted to go and he didn´t ask anything about where they were going to.

It was cold and the academy was far from his house, he needs to take the subway to return home and have nearly an hour's subway ride to be his parent´s house, but he doesn´t care about all this,  that wasn´t important as it could be in other circunstances.
He likes to return home early as getting up at 7 a.m. to go to the army office it was necessary to sleep well at night.
Nothing about this subjects were in emiliano´s mind now, he only wanted to be close her talking and looking at her face as long as possible, it was like being in heaven.

Maria Jose´s boy friend was going ahead with the other young man, they were talking about futbol, nearly the subject every man talks about but that wasn´t the theme emiliano likes very much.

The other two young, Maria Jose and emiliano, were walking behind the other two and talking vividly between them.
What were they talking about this couple?, let me see....., yes it is easy to remember because they were talking frequently about the same items that they were interested.
Music, books, freedom movements like hippies, and so forth.


This walk was not going to be repeated frequently as Emiliano can´t say anything about going on or repeat the walk when he wanted. He was at the will of his friend Jesus, and the will of  the couple, so what can he done to be more time close to the girl? nothing in fact, along several days he had to wait to repeat the same walk and of course doing the same thing,

Soon these nice walks were going to finish and Emiliano return home as usual, taking the subway in time to be in his bed soneer than later.

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Looking to these four people walking up the Jorge Juan street it was something very strange.
Jose Luis, that´s the name of Cuca´s boy friend, was talking with Jesús, the friend of emiliano. But Cuca, it was her familiar nick name, and emiliano were behind them, two meters aprox., talking peacifuly about different subjects.

The first one was about her work of the New York´s garbage strike.
He said to her New York was his dream city, that he would like to go overthere and be familiar with all aspects of this incredible city.

It seems they know each other for a long time when in fact it was the first time they were walking together, close enough to listen clearly what one of the other were talking about.


In fact this situation was peculiar, we could say, Cuca´s boyfriend talking about futbol with Angel two or three meter ahead and the other couple, Cuca/emiliano together talking about which ever other subject they were willing to talk about, and of course for them there were a lot of good subjects instead of futbol.


Emiliano  more that walking was floating  over the street,  talking close near this incredible nice girl as it was Cuca.

Where have you been till now?, my dear, he was thinking simultaneously to his chat with her.
For him everything was changing inside his mind and heart and he was brilliant as he wasn´t other times that he has to talk.
With her all was different, easy, nice, cool, warm, exited, just falling in love without having sense of it. Poor boy, soon he was going to see that things were not so easy and it was difficult to repeat this kind of feelings.


There wasn´t anything round him, no people, no cars, no time, nothing, only this nice beautiful girl whos name was Maria Jose or Cuca as she was called by who?, ah, yes that boy who is at her side and goes out from the class every rest time.

The time for emiliano to talk with her briefly just waiting for their walk till the house where Cuca lives.


Yes, that was the end point of the walk, Cuca´s home in Hermosilla street, ten minutes or even something more from the class till the dear Cuca´s house.

Short walk, very short if we have in mind he would go walking for hours of full life with that girl called Maria José.


These feelings were inside him, being not conciously known by this young man who was son fascinated by the girl walking at his side. What could happened if this man, emiliano, could be fully aware he was falling in love?.

No body knows as love wounds are very painful and hurts a lot in the heart of a young boy or girl by those or always ever time round the world.

to be continued

WHAT IS THIS?

What is this?.

How a girl like this, so shy and respectful as she is, could turn her body to the right and just start to talk with a boy she doesn´t know before?.

Incredible could think every one who knows Cuca by those times, even now knowing the story and thinking how this shy girl was it seems like imposible such a thing.

Cuca was only tweenty one but her carácter was sweet and shy as she has been always before and after that occasion.

Was there something special about this first meeting?. It was like a first watch about what going to happen year after?.

No body knows what is life and why these kind of events happens but it was really extraordinary that the girl turned her body right, relaxed on the wall behind and started to talk to the boy that form.

He was really pleased with that actitude and the only thought he had on his mind was about how much appealing girl she was, how nice and beautiful girl was talking with him the first time they meet and what a pity that this girl he likes a lot were with a boy that now was out.

Keep out as much as possible unknown boy because I want to continue this conversation with this sweet heart for years.

Being on this thoughts emiliano was smiling to her and having not sense of time.



But time went on and another class started too soon for his taste, she turn back to her position, looking to the front and everything was over to him.
The unknown boy was again to her right side and there was not any conversation till the end that they said each other bye, see you tomorrow.
Something happened after that second and it was that the person who was with emiliano, a boy he know just a little, said hello to the boy and the girl that were leaving the class as he knew them, and that´s good, they started to talk together as leaving the academy and going down the stairs to the street.

Of course, emiliano changed his mind and thought in going on with them till the end of the world if necessary as he wanted to continue

his talk with that incredible nice girl that was Cuca.

el gatufo

GIRL AND A BOY

The story of a girl and a boy....called C.... and E..... too many years ago in Madrid....



Imagine a girl and a boy attending a class to improve their knowledge about Bank´s operative.
For the boy was the first time he went to the class but for the girl wasn´t as she was going for three months already.

The boy was alone just sitting behind the young beautiful girl that was beside a youn boy who seems like his boy friend as they were talking together and have come to the class also close together.

When the class is finished and there is a brief relax till the other lesson the boy beside he nice girl left and she reminds alone, turn her body, relax it one the wall and turning her head said to the new boy.
He, you are a newcomer, aren´t you?,

Yes, I am, it is my second day here, but yesterday you haven´t come haven´t you?.
Yes, I was with flu and I was in bed resting.
So sorry, are you o.k. Already?
More or less, thank you.

So the work is yours?
What do you mean?
The writing about the garbage´s strike in New York is yours?
Yes, it is, why do you say that?.

Because I listened to it yesterday and I like it, I like your style of writing so
funny, it is a good work.
Thank you very much, by the way what is your name?
My name is e....., and yours?
Mine is M. J., but friends call me C......

It is a pleasure C....., don´t you mind if I call you so, do you?.
Of course, not, you may call me so.
But, sorry emiliano, you have started very late, we are attending the lessons for
three months alreadyl, why are you coming so late?.

Just, because I am in the army, I am doing my duty as a soldier now and it will be till next december more or less that I am going to be a soldier, afterward I´ll return to the bank.
So, being a soldier you want now to increase your knowledge about the Bank and get a better job inside?.

Yes I would like to do so, the same as you I suppose but not being a soldier, ja,ja, it is enough to be so inteligent and writing so well as you do.
Thank you e........, you are really nice.

No, please, you are the nicest one in this class.......




To be continued......




el gatufo

JUST UPSET

So, what about you Cuca?

Well I have to think about asking Cuca for her own feelings, way of life, point of views and so forth....Let´s go and see how are they now.

Are these people quiete or not?  just a good question to ask for.

Might be a little upset, enervating heat and tempers are something on the floor.

Yes, on the floor, like gatufo-cat who spends the day sleeping, night sleeping, and the rest of the time lying on the floor looking to play, to be scratched on the neck or waiting that you pass the brush to remove his hairs.

That´s good for the cat,  that gives pleasure, in a word he wants to take notice, as all of us.

Cuca is in her evil twin, because this gatufa has two good Gemini personalities as it is. A good twin, quiet, polite, careful, tender, sweet and other ironic, critical, something lapilli, and some vitriolic when makes a comment about something, someone, or politics in general.

A Cuca emi kick loves to walk her "evil twin" and lately on account of what you she hear on the radio, Cuca takes quite frequently.

I want her to take the word here, as did emi, gatufo and finally Isabel. But it is difficult, as she says she is shy, she can not think of anything, and who does not like to have their stuff out.

Also she said the her life doesn´t interest to any one as it is boring

and without any subject to talk about.

Let us see if she is right or not, I do think she is not right as her life and fight could be of great interest.

She is not a vulgar person and have a smart mind as you may see son or later.

See if I can convince her, and sure It woud like you too as she is the great unknown of Gatufo´s bunch.

Cuca touched you, write something for those who read this serial in which nothing ever happens, see if you encourage them a little.

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Let´s go.
Okay, I'm Cuca, I am part of the gatufos group, I do not think of anything to say you, sorry.
My life is very scheduled in relation to my leisure activities and necessary to scroll through the days.

My normal activity stood about fifteen years ago, I was diagnosed with a disease that has no cure, multiple sclerosis, and I thought I would not last long time in this world. This has not happened, I was stopping my activities as a"normal person" who takes care of almost everything, look after emi, my daughters, house, shopping, pick up the phone, to receive friends, to go out and search medicines, to put joy and activity in the house, another house where we lived before, in order

"TO LIVE ON DESPITE THIS DISEASE"

I am and always have been an active, vital person which is acustomed to never ask for anything if I can do it, and being too quiet and never stopped.

This condition hit me in my true personality because I had to stay still, sitting for hours every day, it takes me an eternity to get up and go to the bathroom, and evil is what I have to constantly ask help for this or that. Although emi tells me, in his way of saying things "I would not ask drowning help so as not to disturb", as it looks like it's worth, I think I'm asking ever for too much. 

Spent a year, another, another and I had to organize my life of leisure required. Complete 24 hours a day of activity without barely move. It's hard, you have to give much mind to make a program. I did it and take it down to the letter just till now.

Yeah, I'm scheduled to go spending hours, days, months, years and live aim of making the best possible times, not embitter my life, not life miserable for those who love you, ask as little as possible, do not complain nearly for nothing , trying to fix my life needs no help, do my physical and mental exercises every day of the year without missing one.
For that I developed and memorized a program for each day of the month, every hour of the day and even every hour of the night when I'm in bed and can not sleep. Ja, ja, yes I use to tell me my stories to be alert and not thinking about my life or my health condition.

And it works, it comes complete running almost thirteen years, who would say, no one knows if I am, badly or worse, if it hurts more than the usual discomfort that continues. Stop do not think, live every second plan and not think about achieving the next hour or the next day and fewer still will, we will do next month.
The future does not exist for me. Live today, now, this moment, and so I try to be happy in spite of this disease that is slowly getting worse.
I don´t need to go out, for what?, I do not need to be out home. It can take months and months without my chair rolling on sidewalks and so emi and Isabel do not have to push it.
I'm fine at home and not craved any change in my routine, this routine keeps me safe and kept safe the people I love in Gatufolandia.
To me the most important subject it is my loved one, Emiliano and my daughters. Don´t give them any thing to be worried about, but it is difficult. Emi is always alert watching me, trying to see what I nedd and asking every moment if I am good or not.
What can I do to reléase him?. Even to reléase Isabel?.
With my daughters there is not any problema as they use not to come here and see me. I do think that they suffer a lot seeing their mother in this condition and that´s the reason the two younger not come home for months or years.
Yes, I may understan them, but emi doesn´t I know that and it gives me some hurt to see him suffering this role.

Well that´s all for the moment, it is clear to me that  activities help me not tu think, help me to live every day, having my mind on other subjects, it help me also to find peace.

Greetings, cuca

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Ya, has finally released to write a little more than I thought and that's fine.
Any other day we will know a little more of what SHE does or thinks about this gatufa, will have to catch her in a good position because I said she is really shy and does not like to share anything with people she does not know.
Congratulations cuca, you speak well and clear.

For now we leave here, we will continue ....

el gatufo

HABLA CON NOSOTROS

Con que tranquilidad hablas y explicas en que consiste la enfermedad que sufres Cuca, la Esclerosis Múltiple piensas que es fácil de explicar o asimilar?.

No digas tonterías, es muy difícil o casi imposible de explicar o asimilar, todos los días amanece y sigues igual o peor, no sabes como será ese día, si podrás incorporarte o no, cuanta ayuda vas a necesitar en todo momento, hay veces que logras incorporarte por ti misma, otras no y tienen que levantarte como un saco de patatas, piensas que las personas o persona que amas tienen que estar hartos de ti, cansados ya de que seas un estorbo en sus vidas, pero no te mueres, bueno algunos si logran morir pronto pero la mayoría, y entre los que me cuento no, tienes que despertarte trescientos sesenta y cinco días al año sabiendo que eres una cosa inútil, que cada semana que pasa lo serás un poco más, cada año mucho más, y al final serás un ser casi inmóvil necesitado de toda clase de ayuda para las funciones mas vitales.
¿Tu crees que eso es fácil de asimilar?.

La verdad es que pensándolo como tu lo cuentas no, no puede ser fácil de asimilar para nadie, pero yo te veo tan tranquila, no pierdes el humor, juegas con el ordenador, te ríes, disfrutas viendo un película o charlando con los amigos, parece a veces que no te pasara nada.
Además aparentas mucha menos edad de la que tienes, pensaba que lo tenías muy asumido o muy asimilado y que la enfermedad ya no estaba tan presente en tu cabeza.

Lo está cada día del año, y tengo que esforzarme en todo momento, todos y cada uno de los días de mi actual vida, cada hora del día en que no se note en mi carácter, en que no ocupe mi vida por completo, en que no acapare la vida de los que me rodean, o de la persona que me cuida, Emiliano por cierto, disimulo, finjo, me entretengo pensando miles de cosas que repaso una y otra vez, un día tras otro en una especie de rueda sin fin que no para, día tres del mes me toca pensar en esto y el seis en lo otro, así repito historias, países, hechos, y multitud de cosas que me absorben para no pensar en mi futuro, no lo tengo, en mi enfermedad, en si mañana me podré incorporar, en la carga que represento día tras día, y ese esfuerzo de estar ocupada cada minuto del día, de no pensar en nada relativo a todo esto que te cuento, es lo que me mantiene así, aparentemente no se nota. Parezco de buen humor, dichosa, feliz, y a veces logro olvidarme y lo soy, he sido y soy dichosa a lo largo de muchos ratos que estoy con mis amigos o con la gente que viene a verme, que me quiere, amigas o familia y sobre todo pasando las horas al lado de la persona que amo, que ya imaginas quien es.
En esto nuestro querido gato ha sido y es una ayuda fundamental.


Y esa es la realidad del día a día, para mi no hay nada más, hoy, mañana cuando voy a la cama y no pienso en como será ni un solo día mas que mañana, no pienso en si podré, si me dolerá mas, si podré pasar la jornada medio bien, nada de eso pasa por mi mente cuando me acuesto, logro aislar esas cuestiones dentro de una gran caja y pienso en los Oscar, Pasajes de la Historia, Capitales de Naciones de África, o voy enumerando los Estados Unidos de Norte América, situándolos en el mapa mental que tengo de todos los continentes del Globo.

Llevo haciendo esto muchos años desde que comprobé que esto seguía, que no iba a morir pronto como era mi deseo y sobre todo cuando decidí no amargar la vida de los que me quieren, de mis hijas, de mis amigos y sobre todo a mi compañero de por vida Emiliano.

Asombroso Cuca, y eso ayuda?, de verdad que te ayuda a pasar los días sin acordarte de tu estado de incapacidad, de la enfermedad tan extraña que para muchos padeces, me lo aseguras?. Se lo aseguras a todo aquel que pueda leer estas líneas y este en una situación parecida a la tuya con esta enfermedad Esclerosis Múltiple u otra similar?.

A mi me ayuda enormemente, me da alientos para seguir al lado de emililano  día tras día, se que me quiere y por el hago todas las noches mi recuperación en la cama, quiero alargar lo mas posible el momento de mi incapacidad absoluta y por ello trabajo física y mentalmente un día tras otro.
Al menos hago algo útil pienso ya que no puedo ayudar en otros aspectos de nuestra vida retrasaré lo mas posible los efectos de la enfermedad, por el y por mi.

Quiero absolutamente a mis hijas, desearía ahorrarles el sufrimiento de verme así, entiendo que vengan poco pues es difícil de sobrellevar el hecho de ver a una madre en este estado, una madre que debería haberles ayudado, estas a su lado para todo lo que desearan, y no en este estado absolutamente penoso de ver o vivir.

Las entiendo y nunca les pido que vengan con mas frecuencia, para que, para que sufran?. No, mejor que no, pienso en que tengan vida propia y sufran lo menos posible bastante lo hace su padre.

Bravo por ti Cuca, eres una persona de una entereza que me asombra. Nadie, o casi nadie pensaría así como tu piensas respecto a su familia o amigos. El enfermo pide atención, que le quieran, que le comprendan, que le visiten, se vuelve egoísta, no es tu caso y te admiro profundamente por ello.

Te felicito por ello, de corazón, y creo que puedes sentirte orgullosa de lo que haces y de tu actitud ante la vida.

Gracias, gatufo?, si es el nombre que te has puesto.

Gracias también de corazón si has entendido lo que te cuento es que eres mas inteligente de lo que yo creía, que gracia tienes poniendo esa cara.

Es fácil de entender o explicar, deseo que los que me quieren sufran lo menos posible, si desean verme, venir o estar a mi lado hago los posibles para que su estancia sea agradable, no penosa, y si no desean verme porque les resulta muy duro, lo entiendo perfectamente pues les amo demasiado para ser egoísta.


Hasta otro día Cuca.

el gatufo

ALGUNAS PREGUNTAS

Quería preguntarte algo Cuca, si no te importa, y me gustaría que fueras  sincera y me contestaras con claridad si es que deseas complacerme.

Bueno, veremos, espero que no seas demasiado indiscreto.

Nuca hablas de tu enfermedad, cual puede ser el motivo para que ese tema apenas lo toques, te quejes, o simplemente nos digas como te encuentras un día concreto que pudiera ser hoy por ejemplo.

Siempre estoy con dolor, unas veces fuerte otras no tanto, es decir que nunca estoy bien sin que me duela o moleste algo.
Si no es fuerte puedo lograr olvidarme del dolor continuado si estoy haciendo algo que me entretenga, y es justo estar entretenida lo que procuro hacer siempre.
La mente siempre activa, ocupada, viendo una película, escribiendo en el pc., jugando con la Tablet, leyendo, en definitiva siempre ocupada para no pensar y sentir el menor dolor posible.

Satisfecha tu curiosidad?.

No, en absoluto, tengo muchas preguntas para hacerte y que pienso pueden ser de utilidad para informar sobre esta enfermedad que padeces o para el interés de personas que puedan estar en tu situación.

No es fácil estar en la situación de un enfermo en general, menos de uno que padece esclerosis múltiple, cada enfermedad se siente de forma diferente y se comporta de distintas maneras dependiendo de las personas, su evolución, e incluso nuestra propia mente.
No hay una enfermedad igual a otra, lo mismo que no hay un parto igual a otro pues incluso una mujer que alumbre cinco hijos cada uno habrá venido al mundo con distintas sensaciones por parte de la madre, la enfermedad es igual, rige con distintos patrones siempre.

Veo que estas muy bien informada Cuca.

He tenido tiempo de sobra para ello, he parido tres hijas, se de que hablo y llevo catorce años soportando la esclerosis múltiple.
Que opinas de ello?.

Pues que si, eres una experta en ambas materias, disculpa mis observaciones pero hay que precisar, creo, si es que deseamos informar bien.

Vale, vale, sin disculpas, tu sigue preguntando lo que quieras si piensas  que todo esto puede ser útil para alguien, aunque lo dudo.

Cuca, no dudes y sigue relatando aspectos de tu vida y tu enfermedad si es que puedes afrontar hablar de este tema.


Empecemos con anatomía en lugar de historia e imaginemos que nos vamos a una clase donde la profe de ciencias nos explica como funciona nuestro cuerpo, vamos allá.


El cerebro es el amo de la empresa que llamamos cuerpo humano, es quien dicta las ordenes de haz esto o haz lo otro, eso lo tenemos claro. 
Por las mañanas estamos en la cama pensando "hay que levantarse" y hasta que el cerebro no ordena para arriba nuestras piernas, brazos, cuerpo, músculos en general no se ponen en movimiento para incorporarnos y dirigirnos al baño una vez en pié.

 Las piernas pareciera se mueven por si solas, pero NO es el cerebro quien coordina todos los movimientos y quien lanza los impulsos, o las ordenes, a los músculos para que nuestro cuerpo camine, las piernas se muevan, y permanezcamos en equilibrio.

Esos nervios que comunican los músculos de las piernas con el amo, con el cerebro, son hilos finos recubiertos de una substancia todos ellos, todo lo largo, que llaman mielina.

Igual que un hilo de cobre necesita ser protegido con una capa de plástico o goma que lo protege del exterior, de contactos indeseados, hasta que llega a su destino y suelta la corriente para que se encienda la luz o funcione la lavadora, los nervios que comunican el cerebro con todos los órganos, articulaciones, músculos, etc. del cuerpo, esos nervios necesitar ir protegidos con una capa que llamamos mielina.
Hasta aquí queda claro? Si, muy claro Cuca, creo que todo el mundo lo entiende.

Bien, entonces lo dejamos en este punto, te parece entrevistador sin nombre?.
O.K., lo que tu digas, estoy a tus deseos Cuca.

Gracias, hasta pronto entonces.

el gatufo

SIGO HACIENDO LO MISMO

Cuca, tanto tiempo sin escribir, meses sin contarnos nada con la que está cayendo a tu alrededor, venga vente a mi lado ponte a las teclas y nos comentas como ves el panorama de tu vida y el del exterior.

Y mira quien habla, hace semanas que no vienes por aquí a preguntarnos a esta familia gatufa como nos va, si nos arreglamos bien o mal, si llegamos a fin de mes o en que pasamos el tiempo libre.
Razón de más Cuca para que tomes la iniciativa y nos cuentes algo interesante sobre ti, tus pensamientos, opiniones o incluso alguna de las historias que tan bien conoces, venga vamos adelante es tu turno.

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Nada o casi nada cambia en mi vida, te diré que sigo haciendo lo mismo que hacía hace un año o dos, pero todo me cuesta mucho más.
Mi deambular hasta el baño o el comedor es inseguro hasta el punto que en las mañanas me levanto con ayuda y me acoplo en la silla de ruedas.

Mas fácil para mi y mucho mas sencillo para  Emiliano que solo tienen que empujar la silla.
Reservo fuerzas para por la tarde que dejo la silla de ruedas tras tumbarme en el sofá y descabezar una pequeña siesta.

Un día es semejante a otro, sumas días y tienes una semana, sumas más días y tienes un mes o un año. La rutina se repite casi sin variación y feliz de que así sea.

El otro día fui a ver mi doctora, no conocía el ambulatorio y llevo nueve años habitando esta nueva casa, increíble pero cierto, nueve años sin visitar a la doctora y sin conocer la clínica donde pasan las consultas. Siempre ha ido Emiliano que pide hora para el y para mi.

Un momento Cuca, no puedo creer que en nueve años no hayas ido nunca a la doctora de familia, estás segura de eso?.

Oye, tu, como te llames, padezco una enfermedad llamada esclerosis múltiple pero no he perdido la memoria, gracias a Dios, sigo coordinando mis pensamientos y mis recuerdos.
Si digo que no había ido nunca al ambulatorio de la Seguridad Social a ver a mi doctora es así, punto, si he ido al hospital a la consulta del neurólogo aunque debo añadir que hace seis años que no he vuelto.
No hacían nada, solo tomar notas y rellenar una estadística. 
Ninguna solución, ningún remedio, ninguna medicina que retrase el proceso de la esclerosis, nada de nada.
Una gran molestia para llegar allí, ambulancia últimamente, horas de espera, y ningún resultado práctico.

Charla insustancial contando mis síntomas ya sabidos, lleve el dedo a la nariz, trate de andar, lleve el dedo a mi dedo, esas eran las pruebas a las que era sometida.

Total, le comenté a la neuróloga que dado el esfuerzo de llegar a su consulta una o dos veces al año le podía ahorrar ese esfuerzo a Emiliano o a mi misma y llamarle a ella por teléfono para contarle mis síntomas y me dijo que "no era posible" pues de esa forma no figuraba en las estadísticas hospitalarias como una consulta y ella no justificaba el número de pacientes atendidos.

Pues que maravilla pensé, para que esta doctora justifique sus cometidos debo hacer, y deben hacer quien me trae, un esfuerzo considerable que solo me produce dolor y molestias.

Desde ese momento ya no he vuelto y nos ahorramos todos ese trajín de ir y venir para nada.

Oye Cuca, eres muy drástica en tus decisiones, no te parece?

Puede ser, pero no es solo por mi, también pienso en los demás, en Emiliano que debe acompañarme y preocuparse de que todo resulte bien, le ahorro la molestia, el esfuerzo y yo estoy mucho mas tranquila.

Tu, sabio, que harías en mi lugar?

Supongo que lo mismo Cuca, pero no te agites, tranquila y sigamos con tu relato, aunque no mucho pues esto se alarga demasiado sin que hayas contado en realidad nada de interés.

Pues sabes lo que te digo entrevistador sin nombre, que por hoy ya he escrito bastante, punto y final ya seguiré en otro momento.

Y será antes que tarde lo prometo.

Muy bien Cuca, gracias y hasta otro día.

Hasta pronto.

cuca

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• Або поліція Morto, Жан С. 53 фол пай е Filhos чотири
• Про укладений Aspurz Joseba Фернандес, estava fugindo да Justiça
• Асоційований Еле фол ком ата »Violencia Руа 'Em Наварра
• Depois зробити tiroteio fugiram Outras Duas Pessoas я incluindo Ума Mulher

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Французький бригада поліції Ума да Noite ем morreu ontem à розуму ем Troca пострілів Dammarie-ле-Лис, на південному заході Парижа, ком supostos membros зробити терористичне угрупування ЕТА. Depois ду-tiroteio, Ума дас ETA, Joseba Фернандес Aspurz 'Ель Guindi' , фол укладений enquanto ОС Outros ет п'ять estão витік.

Neste час, гм прилад Ampla chamada "спокуса Operação Gaiola 'Я вважаю, що п'ять терористів conseguiram Apos втечі чи конфронтації, як ком Forças французької segurança.

О-Morto Esquadrão tornou був Vítima-так Португеза французькі Mortos Policía по перемир'я ЕТА дванадцятий Vítima ео Da Da Apos групи separação. Жан-Серж Nerin 53, чотири пай Filhos НЕ peito ferido morreu фол розуму електронної depois зробити tiroteio час. Або estava vestindo офіційного бронежилетів узгоджених ком fornecidos даних попередні пілінг розслідування, але кулі Passou debaixo да пахви і смертельно ferido еле .

Diria Страсбурзький суд, які СЕУ DESBLOQUEIO Assassino?

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Espanha / doutrina Паро

ETA, які Мато розуму criança три роки idade, recebeu foguete depois бути звільнений

ек / Більбао

Діаметр 27/11/2013 - 10:09

Ума сотень в очікуваних Pessoas немає MUNICIPIO Біскайський Гальдакано chegada Франсіско Хав'єр Мартінес Izaguirre, я conhecido як "Хаві Usansolo»

Засуджений до 744 років і шість assassinatos Сеті нападає Mortais

Хаві Usansolo 'звинуватив розуму зробити Assassinato Criança 2 роки, я мкм смердючий огидний злочин mesmo ETA

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20/03/2013 - ІТ , Мадрид

• Франсіско Хав'єр Мартінес Izaguirre, фол або responsável волосся Мато атака або маленький Фабіо Морено, мкм Filho поліції. Це Assassinato CUASO розуму Crise між внутрішніми ув'язнених ОС.
• Pertenceu ат команда 'Nightbird "і dedicou-à Realização з monitoramento з Pessoas електронних Alvos ações терористів. Еле фол засудив шість assassinatos.

Лея Mais:   Хаві Usansolo 'звинуватив розуму зробити Assassinato Criança 2 роки, я мкм смердючий огидно mesmo злочин  
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Франсіско Хав'єр Мартінес Izaguirre, псевдонім "Хаві Usansolo" засуджений до 744 років prisão, фол засуджений волосся Assassinato Фабіо Морено, Ума Criança років просто Dois, мкм Filho поліції. Це жорстокий злочин, скоєний mesmo ETA 1991 ет розуму. Або Assassinato causou розуму Crise між внутрішній в'язниці ОС, засуджений мкм prisioneiros ця група atrocidade.

"Ума Coisa і піти на конкретної мети ... гм BEM, навіть при тому, НУ não олійною мастилом. Miúdos Mas, Crianças ... E Ні mesmo НАО percebem Країна Баско é розуму, щоб criação атмосферу проти NOS" ETA Disse Ісідро Etxabe Nanclares па prisão. Це declaração Foi волосся Courier опубліковану заробітної плати.

Команда Хаві Usansolo "АТ pertencia" Txori Гау "(" Нічний птах "), якій Realização з цілей monitorização з Pessoas електронних ações subseqüentes виділених терористів.

Про па маленьке злочин ocorreu Фабіо 07 Novembro де 1991 EM Erandio (Біскайя). Антоніо Морено поліція Фільо, Quando morreram для заряду вибухової речовини був поміщений tinha вантажівка не explodiu агента. Нелокальний criança morreu. Антоніо Морено закінчив вставки tinha Seus Filhos Алекс і Фабіо, depois ком SUA Mae кімнаті.

Izaguirre та історичний Мартінес Хуан Карлос Іглесіас ETA бомба plantou ридати або банківський Passageiro зробити це explodiu. Я sabiam терористів, що тільки поліція або приватних транспортних засобів СЕУ USOU для переміщення SUA сім'ю.

Усі політичні партії будуть, exceto Херрі Батасуна (НВ), condenou по unanimidade або нападу.

Мартінес засуджений Izaguirre фол шести assassinatos електронних сеті Mortais атак. Між пропозиціями, фігура 258 років для атаки або для guardavam Petronor років Policiais Somorrostro (Біскайя) або Переважний causou від шести до 38 років волосся Sentença Assassinato поліція Getxo е Mais мкм ет протягом 30 років або Assassinato національної поліції Хосе Ansean.

Лея Mais:   Хаві Usansolo 'звинуватив розуму зробити Assassinato Criança 2 роки, я мкм смердючий огидно mesmo злочин  
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Ума сто aguardava Pessoas в chegada ВАТ «Хаві Usansolo" , який ком foguetes ОТРИМУВАНИХ Foram та СЕЗ гм Salao carregando tochas честь і bandeiras ikurriñas ............

Наступаючи форуми дійсно veículo подякувати як удави-vindas "Хаві Usansolo" фол abraçado, аплодували і аплодували Суасо FamiliaS.

Спеціаліст Recepção Теве Onde місце або команда pertencia розміщені 5 ет Dezembro 1986 розуму замінованого автомобіля debaixo зробити зробити cidadão Magin Ногейра , який серйозно ficou привілейованих щоб confundiu ком Quem мкм дас Membro Forças з segurança.

"Хаві Usansolo" фол засуджений до 85 років волосся prisão нападу, який ocorreu ет Novembro 7, 1991 debaixo вибухового ком гм гм-дус-Assentos з Антоніо Морено поліцейській машині зробити Menina ем Getxo (Біскайя), який Мато artefato Pouco Фабіо і ferindo Олександр ео СЕУ Irmão домашній агент.

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Ума Sociedade дозволяє, добре переносить і вік Десса огидно спосіб  по Padrao НУ Acao ЦЬОМУ PODRE.

Minhas як vitimas співчуття всім.