TODAY

 

Forty-five years since this story that begins in a haphazard way until 1968 and continues today. 

Emiliano Wondering order to remember, that's the point and who may want to do a simple story of coexistence between two persons of opposite sex behind the one that will be your companion for the rest of his life sitting in a known academy.

Exercising memory, wanting to relive happy times are gone, entertainment of a retiree who spends the day locked in home, no interest in what happens outside, permanently who was accompanying and still everything in your life.
He does not know why, who can know the force that moves fingers drumming a story, what motivates a pen hold and letters, imagined by minds of thousands fleeing their sentences actually inventing stories, legends, fiction or reality lived arise.
In our characters what was once an active, excited about life, full of projects, today has been transformed into immobility quiet, no future, no projects, no plans, not even travel or daily walks.
Viven today, RIGHT NOW, no future prospects on anything because the disease has taken hold in them and prevents them from leading a life " normal. "

For them if "normal" is what is trying to accept it and be happy for the rest of their lives nothing can be considered as acceptable daily. It is not normal at all.

But for the prisoner who has spent years in prison private freedom, his days are adapted to the prison routine, which in principle is horrible can become acceptable and there comes a time that prison is his home, his environment, his refuge, his life.
When released from prison after many years all will be strange, sometimes unacceptable, incomprehensible, and many return to crime waiting to be held again at home.

Maria Jose, our protagonist, does not leave home, spend months or years without going outside because outside there is nothing that really interests you in their status as disabled for life. 
Their world collapsed when in 2000 he was diagnosed with progressive multiple sclerosis without cure without treatment, no hope, every day it was going higher still. 

early retirement payments in Emiliano harbored hopes of a new life of freedom, travel and future projects in the company of his beloved companion.
none of this would be fulfilled, the disease began to condition their lives as only who receives such a notice can understand.

It's been fifteen years in new vividad rich everyday experiences, life takes a different turn and returns to arise.
should be filling a great void, Maria Jose You can not deal with everything before filling her life as a mother, wife, partner, lover, and above all restless person who kept quiet one second always trying to please others.
Emiliano has back stopped future dreams and begins a new stage in your life that change you deeply as a human being.

A series of tasks, duties, projects rethink again day after day to face a situation that anger marking their lives towards new interests, hobbies, everyday tasks that impede think of a future quite uncertain, bleak, sad for most receiving such a notice.

What better hobby, Emiliano think to write, said and done. Timidly first blog in English, then in your own in the pouring ideas, reviews, and feelings towards certain insatifacción time playing you will live.
Starting to become an old man, or a man in old age as now called the old, and a lot of the things you hear on the radio or read in the newspapers piss him finally to vary the issues begins to remember his past life and what made ​​him happiest, when he met his lifelong companion , Maria Jose, her partner which now cares who makes you want to go on living because without it you are not worthwhile to live.

Write about the years in which they met, how it happened, what they felt, as was the life in those times is just what now most attracts you and makes you stop thinking about tomorrow.

present times to say, past, current cloistered life, his experiences of young, carefree and joy of being in love, liabilities acquired being parents, acceptance of the fact of being sick, unable to live a life of activity, walking, travel and projects.

Living After all, common, ordinary, everyday problems and suffering, many joys, never boring, life that continues today, tomorrow and will be another story.



the gatufo